well..

waking up this morning does make me feel better. see, the thing is.. even waking up though, i remembered that i posted here and it felt so awkward. i think when i talk about sad stuff or just life in general it feels that way because, yknow, people will read that last entry and feel that way. you ever have someone drop some sad shit on you and you dont really know what to say, because its pretty fucked up? yeah, thats probably how people feel when i talk about life or how i feel all the time (you dont wanna know to be honest). so i usually keep to myself or write it privately (same thing). but its probably good to just post whatever i want here anyway. i mean, i cant lie about how my life is. its gonna happen sometimes, right? dont worry.. we're probably.. back to normal for now..