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it hasnt even been that long, and yet its too long. too long that i havent posted, or updated my website, or done anything productive at all, probably. my desk is so dusty that it looks like i died and nobodys been there to clean it let alone touch it. only time ive been at my computer has been to briefly play a game with friends.
my life.................. in the past month - probably:
i went to the county fair on thursday. lots and lots of walking, rode the carousel for the first time since i was a little kid (i literally dont care if people think a 21 year old shouldnt be on a carousel, i will ride it anyway) and that hurt my legs even more (okay maybe i am too big). rode the tilt-a-whirl and killed that shit. ate a giant corn dog, had a cherry coke that mustve had homemade cherry syrup because it was VERY syrupy, ate fried cheese curds (wisconsin delicacy). bought some cool things and then some christian kid wearing a cross necklace came up to me asking if i knew where ill go when i die. tried to vacate that conversation as soon as possible.
yesterday, i went to the store and attempted to buy some makeup. want to try some sort of gothic look in the future but i kinda forgot that liquid foundation is good for that. i dunno anything about how makeup works, i have seven tell me everything. i found a black lipgloss though. do you know how hard it is to find white foundation and black lipgloss? apparently its super fucking hard and i didnt know, i looked everywhere.
then i went and picked up a book. luckily, they have some harlan ellison books in my area. his compilation book and also 2 of the dangerous visions series. but its difficult because i guess all his stuff is largely out of print. either way, for now i picked up the compilation one thats got 19 of his stories in it and now im actually reading more for once. also, kleb allows me to read to him so this helps me practice reading out loud and also forces my brain to focus on one thing without getting up and having to pace around in the middle of reading.
...have i done anything else? i dont think so. im really really boring and bored and unproductive. if anything changes ill let ya know.
my life.................. in the past month - probably:
i went to the county fair on thursday. lots and lots of walking, rode the carousel for the first time since i was a little kid (i literally dont care if people think a 21 year old shouldnt be on a carousel, i will ride it anyway) and that hurt my legs even more (okay maybe i am too big). rode the tilt-a-whirl and killed that shit. ate a giant corn dog, had a cherry coke that mustve had homemade cherry syrup because it was VERY syrupy, ate fried cheese curds (wisconsin delicacy). bought some cool things and then some christian kid wearing a cross necklace came up to me asking if i knew where ill go when i die. tried to vacate that conversation as soon as possible.
yesterday, i went to the store and attempted to buy some makeup. want to try some sort of gothic look in the future but i kinda forgot that liquid foundation is good for that. i dunno anything about how makeup works, i have seven tell me everything. i found a black lipgloss though. do you know how hard it is to find white foundation and black lipgloss? apparently its super fucking hard and i didnt know, i looked everywhere.
then i went and picked up a book. luckily, they have some harlan ellison books in my area. his compilation book and also 2 of the dangerous visions series. but its difficult because i guess all his stuff is largely out of print. either way, for now i picked up the compilation one thats got 19 of his stories in it and now im actually reading more for once. also, kleb allows me to read to him so this helps me practice reading out loud and also forces my brain to focus on one thing without getting up and having to pace around in the middle of reading.
...have i done anything else? i dont think so. im really really boring and bored and unproductive. if anything changes ill let ya know.
