flatbearz

woah woah woah its been since august that ive posted!! nothing much has changed im just lazy and not really motivated. you know, i said when i started this that this would probably be easier than physical journaling because i always forget about it or lose motivation but this happens to me here too.i often cant get up, walk a few steps and open my laptop but i have been recently because my friends got me to start playing games again. this reminds me to update my website.

for news updates.. on the 16th i saw kmfdm live again for the 2nd time and they were wonderful, it was fun and i got a new shirt. im lucky concerts of theirs are so close by and so cheap. only 50 something bucks for balcony vip so thats what i got. i havent met the band yet but its because its usually too cold outside to stand around and wait, so we take off right after leaving the merch line. i dont need it anyway. id be happy if it happened but the fact ive been in the same room as them is good enough for me. thats kinda crazy.

other than that, ive been sleeping a lot, playing games and trying to eat i guess. i got real mad that my mom did not buy any food for a week a few days ago (because she would rather go out instead) but thats been fixed for now. im probably going to update my website. add more songs to my music page.