hm.

i literally need to go outside during sunset and frolick in the fields or something. like that might change something around. i would go outside more often but i dont have a car or anything so i cant really go to any different places, and also im not sure where nice big areas would be. at least at my old houses i could walk outside but now im next to a big busy highway or something. so annoying.

i wish i could teleport or something so i could just walk in a random quiet place by myself, then instantly go back home whenever i want. thats one of the only things i liked about going to school, being at the bus stop during sunrise by myself. its also so hot now, or at least getting there. i already miss spring. spring and maybe fall. warm weather with a breeze is the best, not high heat or cold. wahhhhhhhhhhh let me go outside by myself somewhere cool..........